A photo a Day - 38 
A series of events - June 23rd 2010 
I tried talking, just whispered, “…so sorry…so selfish…”  He stopped me and said, “Child I love you regardless”

A photo a Day - 38 

A series of events - June 23rd 2010 

I tried talking, just whispered, “…so sorry…so selfish…”
He stopped me and said, “Child I love you regardless”

A photo a day - 37 
A series of events - June 22nd 2010

The telephone number I got for you says nobody’s home The best thing I can think to do right now is leave it aloneAnd you had an apology in your mailbox since last July It’s funny when you find the words to say you find no reply

Unhappy is such a loose word. It just literally means “not happy”. But when I’m unhappy, I feel even less than that.

A photo a day - 37 

A series of events - June 22nd 2010

The telephone number I got for you says nobody’s home
The best thing I can think to do right now is leave it alone
And you had an apology in your mailbox since last July
It’s funny when you find the words to say you find no reply


Unhappy is such a loose word. It just literally means “not happy”. But when I’m unhappy, I feel even less than that.

A photo a day - 36 
A series of events - June 21st 2010
weight loss = fail.
YAY SUMMAH. :)
the summer busy-ness has set in.

A photo a day - 36 

A series of events - June 21st 2010


weight loss = fail.

YAY SUMMAH. :)

the summer busy-ness has set in.

A photo a day - 35 
A series of events - June 20th 2010


Is she everything I couldn’t be?  Does she make everything match better?  Bring you all the shiny weather that you want  And is she everything  everything I’m not?

A photo a day - 35 

A series of events - June 20th 2010

Is she everything I couldn’t be?
Does she make everything match better?
Bring you all the shiny weather that you want
And is she everything
everything I’m not?

A photo a day - 34
A series of events - June 19th 2010
This is my happiness necklace. I bought it at Hallmark for myself. I forget which gem it is, because I threw the pamphlet.
I’ve never heard more true words than as follows;
“If he loves you, he loves you notBe the one to leave him, baby don’t  get caughtIf he loves you, set your heart on fireI hate to be  the one to tell you he’s a liarIf he loves you, he loves you not”

A photo a day - 34

A series of events - June 19th 2010

This is my happiness necklace. I bought it at Hallmark for myself. I forget which gem it is, because I threw the pamphlet.

I’ve never heard more true words than as follows;

“If he loves you, he loves you not
Be the one to leave him, baby don’t get caught
If he loves you, set your heart on fire
I hate to be the one to tell you he’s a liar
If he loves you, he loves you not”


A photo a day - 33 
A series of events - June 18th 2010
Went shopping with Pat today. Not super eventful.
Got this feeling of happiness while on my way to work. There’s something beautiful about driving with the windows down and speakers blaring on a summer’s day.
I’m not gonna give up on this, boy.

“I just wanna taste you on my tongue, 
with your lips to kiss like the red hot sun
You’re one big sugar rush”

A photo a day - 33 

A series of events - June 18th 2010


Went shopping with Pat today. Not super eventful.

Got this feeling of happiness while on my way to work. There’s something beautiful about driving with the windows down and speakers blaring on a summer’s day.

I’m not gonna give up on this, boy.

“I just wanna taste you on my tongue,

with your lips to kiss like the red hot sun

You’re one big sugar rush”

A photo a day - 32
A series of events -  June 17th 2010
50 things about me
1. My favorite color is yellow.
2. I’m a cat person.
3. I like to read a good book.
4. I am horribly cliche.
5. I love sneezing.
6. and getting the hiccups.
7. I write lyrics in my spare time.
8. I have no idea what i want to be. 
9. I get bored easily.
10. I’m very untrusting.
11. I talk a lot.
12. I don’t like a lot of people.
13. I used to sleep talk.
14. I was born at 1:09 in the morning.
15. I feel asleep when my mom was in labor, they thought something  was wrong and performed an emergency C section.
16. I fall for people easily.
17. I cry easily.
18. I hate adult authority.
19. I hate babies, even being around one makes me uncomfortable.
20. i lie a lot.
21. i like to paint.
22. I’ve moved a lot, I hate staying in the same place too long.
23. I hate my name.
24. I am self conscious about my nose and weight. 
25. i love to eat, it’s a problem.
26. I want snake bites.
27. i’m lazy.
28. I believe in astrology. (not cosmopolitan horoscopes)
29. I’m a bitch sometimes.
30. I’m outspoken.
31. I can sleep anywhere. 
32. I love animals.
33. I still listen to the same music I did when I was seven.
34. I take promises seriously.
35. I’m always late.
36. I hold grudges.
37. I have a temper.
38. I’m scared of drowning and burning.
39. I believe my dreams have meaning.
40. I hate cleaning, but hate messes.
41. I am pro-choice.
42. I don’t like Obama.
43. I hate professional sports, i think they are a waste of money.
44. I like poetry
45. I used to keep a baseball bat under my bed, just in case.
46. I love the city life.
47. But I miss the country peace.
48. I hate my hair.
49. I get lonely easily.
50. I hate feet.

A photo a day - 32

A series of events - June 17th 2010

50 things about me

1. My favorite color is yellow.

2. I’m a cat person.

3. I like to read a good book.

4. I am horribly cliche.

5. I love sneezing.

6. and getting the hiccups.

7. I write lyrics in my spare time.

8. I have no idea what i want to be. 

9. I get bored easily.

10. I’m very untrusting.

11. I talk a lot.

12. I don’t like a lot of people.

13. I used to sleep talk.

14. I was born at 1:09 in the morning.

15. I feel asleep when my mom was in labor, they thought something was wrong and performed an emergency C section.

16. I fall for people easily.

17. I cry easily.

18. I hate adult authority.

19. I hate babies, even being around one makes me uncomfortable.

20. i lie a lot.

21. i like to paint.

22. I’ve moved a lot, I hate staying in the same place too long.

23. I hate my name.

24. I am self conscious about my nose and weight. 

25. i love to eat, it’s a problem.

26. I want snake bites.

27. i’m lazy.

28. I believe in astrology. (not cosmopolitan horoscopes)

29. I’m a bitch sometimes.

30. I’m outspoken.

31. I can sleep anywhere. 

32. I love animals.

33. I still listen to the same music I did when I was seven.

34. I take promises seriously.

35. I’m always late.

36. I hold grudges.

37. I have a temper.

38. I’m scared of drowning and burning.

39. I believe my dreams have meaning.

40. I hate cleaning, but hate messes.

41. I am pro-choice.

42. I don’t like Obama.

43. I hate professional sports, i think they are a waste of money.

44. I like poetry

45. I used to keep a baseball bat under my bed, just in case.

46. I love the city life.

47. But I miss the country peace.

48. I hate my hair.

49. I get lonely easily.

50. I hate feet.

A photo a day - 31 
A series of events - June 16th 2010

I have made a list of things to do instead of eating. Because I have been failing at dieting. My friends sucks and eat too much Macdonalds for my liver too handle. And i have to save my liver for intense drinking. Besides all my fatty friends i also eat when i’m bored. -.-
So here we go, stuff to do instead of eating;
Paint Nails
Play an online game
watch a movie
watch tv 
take a shower
take a bath
draw
write
clean
listen to music
dance
read
go through clothes
try on different make up
take a nap 
read a magazine
make a scrapbook or collage
talk on the phone
take a bath
find quotes
play with play-doh
drink a glass of water 
brush your teeth
sing 
chew gum 
There isn’t much to do for the insanely obese and bored here. I find none of those things appealing or distracting.

Tomorrow is payday :) 

A photo a day - 31 

A series of events - June 16th 2010


I have made a list of things to do instead of eating. Because I have been failing at dieting. My friends sucks and eat too much Macdonalds for my liver too handle. And i have to save my liver for intense drinking. Besides all my fatty friends i also eat when i’m bored. -.-

So here we go, stuff to do instead of eating;

  • Paint Nails
  • Play an online game
  • watch a movie
  • watch tv
  • take a shower
  • take a bath
  • draw
  • write
  • clean
  • listen to music
  • dance
  • read
  • go through clothes
  • try on different make up
  • take a nap
  • read a magazine
  • make a scrapbook or collage
  • talk on the phone
  • take a bath
  • find quotes
  • play with play-doh
  • drink a glass of water
  • brush your teeth
  • sing
  • chew gum

There isn’t much to do for the insanely obese and bored here. I find none of those things appealing or distracting.

Tomorrow is payday :) 

A photo a day - 30 
A series of events - June 15th 2010

Wooh, only 335 days left! i’m on a roll.
Took me and jamie thirty attempts to take this picture because i cannot work my camera and kept taking videos. On the plus side, i do have a bunch of funny videos now. This guy is a pretty cool guy to have around, we’re always havin’ a ton of fun. I think everyone needs that friend who’s just a good time, all the time. :)
love is so overated.

A photo a day - 30 

A series of events - June 15th 2010


Wooh, only 335 days left! i’m on a roll.

Took me and jamie thirty attempts to take this picture because i cannot work my camera and kept taking videos. On the plus side, i do have a bunch of funny videos now. This guy is a pretty cool guy to have around, we’re always havin’ a ton of fun. I think everyone needs that friend who’s just a good time, all the time. :)

love is so overated.

A photo a day - 29
A series of events - June 14th 2010

This cupcake got me through the day. Because nothing feels greater than being the last to know and having to smile through the tears I want to spill. It took three days to rise and fall again. I just love this feeling.
Thanks, Megan for reminding me that I’m the best. Thank you Pat, for making me smile. And thank you Sam, for telling me.
Anger away.
“Is that what you call a getaway?Tell me what you got away with.‘Cause I’ve seen more spine in jellyfish.I’ve seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids.Have another drink and drive yourself home.I hope there’s ice on all the roads.And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,And again when your head goes through the windshield.”

A photo a day - 29

A series of events - June 14th 2010

This cupcake got me through the day. Because nothing feels greater than being the last to know and having to smile through the tears I want to spill. It took three days to rise and fall again. I just love this feeling.

Thanks, Megan for reminding me that I’m the best. Thank you Pat, for making me smile. And thank you Sam, for telling me.

Anger away.

“Is that what you call a getaway?
Tell me what you got away with.
‘Cause I’ve seen more spine in jellyfish.
I’ve seen more guts in eleven-year-old kids.
Have another drink and drive yourself home.
I hope there’s ice on all the roads.
And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt,
And again when your head goes through the windshield.”